Pull

You pull left

You pull right

They pull forward

They pull back.

Can't you see what this is doing to me?

I am being ripped to pieces and no one cares.

I am being torn to shreds and no one sees.

Sometimes I think it would be easier to just disappear.

Glimmer

I search through the darkness.

Its pitch black.

I squint my eyes because I think I see something....but that seems impossible.

No there it is. A faint glow.

As I move slowly closer the faint glow becomes brighter and brighter.

I am standing in front of it now.

As I look down to see what is glowing... its a glimmer of hope smiling up at me.

Unimportant

How many times must you be told your not important before you believe it?

You are not as important as this person.

You are second to that.

You are selfish.

You should stop caring about yourself.

You should stop thinking about what you want.

You no longer have a right to have a life of your own.

You stopped counting.

By the way...love you.

Yeah I can tell.

Hurt

How someone can be so vindictive.

To try to hurt someone who wont even fight back and in some cases can't fight back.

What's the point.

Love is all you have to believe in.

If you have love and share it with at least one person it makes the world a happier place.

Walls

Nights like these when the sadness overwhelms me I just want to cry.

It doesn't help. The sadness still exists.

The tears flow down my face like raindrops from a rain cloud.

When will I find the will to stop caring.

To ignore my heart.

To become jaded once again and shove everyone back out.

If I am closed then I can't feel.

To be numb again would be an escape.

To feel nothing would be a relief.

My walls will be built back up.

I will remain in the nothingness forever.

Will you wait for me?

I wonder if I will ever understand why life is the way it is.

I am sure there is a point to all of this.

Though I am not sure what it is.

I feel like a hiker lost without a compass.

Just when I think I am finding my way....I lose it once again.

Will I ever see the light through the darkness?

Will the end ever come?

I have set my course.

My path I have chosen.

The end result remains to be seen.

Broken

Just like the clock on the wall who's hands no longer move.

My spirit is broken.

Just like the branch that fell from the tree.

My mind is broken.

Just like the glass that shatters on the floor.

My heart is broken.

There is no fix. There is no remedy.

A broken soul wandering this life alone forever.